My Not-So Christmas Sprirt

So Christmas is finally coming around!!!! Is only a few days left and i still don't feel the Christmas spirit. Its probably because my family is gonna be alone this year! My family is not coming over this year and its only gonna be my dad, mom, 2 sisters, and my brother..oh and one of my dads close cousins. He started coming over when he got divorced from his wife. Anyyyywayys, I think that I'm not in the Christmas spirit because theres no presents under the tree for me. I dont mind but at the same time i think that thats it. I told my mom that she didnt have to get me anything this year because we're having finacial problems....Yeahhhh...
Merry Christmas(:

Skinny Girls vs. Not-So Skinny Girls

Today i experienced something that I thought only happened in the movies. I was in my Physics class and in my table there's three girls and a boy. There's me, a skinny girl and a not so skinny girl. So we're all talking and everything is fine until I notice that the way the guy talk to the girls at my table is different. He makes fat jokes and plays around with the not so skinny girl like shes a guy and even whispers mean comments about her. Not only that but he even makes sure that the girl knows he whispers about her. On the other hand, he treats the skinny girl better and even flirts with her, and let me tell you, the not so skinny girl is WAAAYYY better looking than the skinny girl. Basically, the skinny girls with ALWAYS be treated better than the not so skinny girls just because of that, they're not skinny. To those not so skinny girls: dont mind people like and move on, they're not worth your time. (:

Little Sisters & Brothers :P

We have those moments that we just want to strangle them or when we just wish something bad to happen to them. Well today was one of those days for me and I just hate it when my parents don't do anything about it. When my little sister hits me, bites me, or do anything else, i just instantly hit her back because I'm so mad and pissed of. What I've learned through all of this is that no matter how many times we wish for that to happen nothing will change the fact that our parents had little brats after us that we hate. Take it from me there;s times when i love her and just like to hug her and kiss her but then she turns into the little devil she so i just hit her, and pull her hair and kick her out of my room. I'm lucky that there's only two years left so i can go to college and leave this hell hole.  That's all for now(; Bye(;